Life is Sweet, When You Understand it :P

Life is finally making sense to me, a lot of thing are unveiling. And lots more, I know what I want in them when I didnt.

Thank God! I'm finally getting enlightened. Oh, how I missed you my blog *hugs*

And I'm loving the Arabic saying that I translated in my subject line:

الحياة حلوة، بس نفهمها

Ps. What the hell is the followers!! wesh tha!!

How Much is Too Much..

how much is too much?
when nothing matters anymore?

i think i lost myself in a big dusty city, and i need to find my path once again.
stand strong and step up.
life goes on.
everything will go on.

and it will be ok.

Online Gaming

i'm addicted to travian.

i can not do anything anymore.

i wake up from sleep to play for a min and go back to bed!

is that bad???

Not Yet..

Ever since i could hold a pen, and i wanted to publish a novel.
and nowadays everyone is publishing bullshit, i don't know why people read such crap! is it kuz we don't have that much writers!

anyways, i feel like time is flying and i'm 24 and my novel is still in chapter 4 :S

i want to finish.
i don't care if it gets published or not anymore.

How Easy Can a Person Change..

I been wondering.. How easily can people change once they've grown up, they can have 3 or 4 beliefs shifting as they mature.. But when and where does this change..

When we were younger, it would be because my parents tout me, or school, or a book.

Now, as a grown up, u get facts and knowledge from people, TV, Internet, books.. And still, you know you can question them, and nothing or no one is 100% right.

Why do we shift, why do we change our prospective of things?

I think on of the reasons is kuz of people you care for, or look up to... You end up adopting there ideas and principles, as you like the way they think. Another reason is for God, your relationship (most of the time) with God gets better as you grow up, and that is another reason why.. Usually who you are is the result of your surroundings, and as they change, you change?

I wish i could've learned more on philosophy issues now(since i'm wondering a lot lately!).. it seems to interest me, and I'll start looking for it online..

I'll take the last 2 weeks of Ramadhan off, and i'll work on my plans. I'll freeze my gym prescription, and i'll try to join the karate dojo to continu my lessons after Ramadhan.

Ramadan Kareem everyone :)

Pfffffffffft... Second Week!!

young people at work are really IRRESPONSIBLE!
all they want to do is have fun!!

they don't do their job right, and then they complain about the boss pushing them to do it!!! and in the end they talk back to the boss!! can u spell RUDE!

i am so so so so shocked! i was always the youngest, or amoung the young people in work, this time, i'm seeing the view from a higher window, and i'm not liking it at all!

allah yhdeehom o y3glhom o yb3dne 3an mashakelhom!

amen!

New Beginings..

An interesting twist in my career is happening, and an interesting change on how I look at my life.
I hope things go well *crossingfingers*

It so happens that I am an independent human being, and it's not easy to change that, stubbornness comes with it. I just hope I am not too stubborn.

Lawrence of Arabia, and Our so Called Traditional Red and White Shimagh!!!!!

As far as I knew, Lawrence of Arabia was an old historical movie name. I never thought it was based on a true story about how east and west crossed hundreds of years ago. It would've been so much more interesting to me to watch and/or read about!

Furthermore, I was discussing how my dad never wore a shemagh.. And how he always wore a ghotrah, I always thought it was so khaliji of my dad. Plus, it's cooler in the summer, it looks better and he cares about his looks :P

Anyways, someone told me the sad truth! Still, I didn't find anything that agreed with that fact (as in written proof of this story) but I’ll tell u guys anyways; Lawrence was having some bawin visitors, and he didn't want to feel as an outsider between them or something, so he took out his table spread (EL SOFRAH!) which was red and white, and put it on his head!!! LOL

This is one of the weirdest stories about a tradition yet!





And in the end, i gotta say; I am happy seeing Sting wearing it! I love how the koffyah is now a big fashion trade mark!! :D



Would you wear the shimagh now? ;)

I Love my Neighbor!! Yeah. I Never Thought I'd Say That

So..
I posted something on the buildings news board. and we got a call! we have free internet! I am loving the neibors now <3

and since i got internet i thought i just had to blog about something although i usually blog when i got something bothering me, or an idea that i wanted to toss and see how it sounds.. lol, so this is a lil weird.

next week i got finals, i should be finishing up my math book, but well.. i got internet so hell with school (yeah, i didnt use it for so long, you cant blame me!)

i might be moving to Kuwait, and all of a sudden i feel weird.. i always wanted to go there, like on a vacation.. But now since i'm going to live there i'm getting a seriouse case of cold feet.

well, this was the update from the Fo0f. i'm back for real now.. so blog ya later! (i know it sounds lame, i'll try something else next time :P)

over and out~

A Saudi Version of Gossip Girl Would be a Great Idea for Someones Blog, yeah, not mine..

So..
Gossip girl is a blogger? interesting, imagine if someone did that to our community! No, dont, it would be blocked and shut down by authorities :S

Yeah yeah, i'm back.. i dont have a regular internet connection, pray for me! I miss the cyber world!

Yes, I Do..

Do I feel pressured.. ?
Do I feel scared.. ?
Do I feel confused.. ?
Do I think I can handle it.. ?
Do I appreciate friends and family even more now.. ?
Do I think I'm gonna miss home.. ?
Do I need prayer now more than ever.. ?
Do I think I can do it.. ?



Yes, I do..

Losing Faith..

Do you believe that a single traumatic experience can change a person? And that this change is not going to be in his/her personality, how he/she treats people or life. No, but something deeper, like he/she can't find joy in life! That good things and blessings don't make him/her happy.

When I thought deeply I thought this might be like losing faith, not in the creator, but in people, and things.. And not giving shit about anything anymore! It’s life without hope, it makes no meaning anymore, or gives no joy!

Isn’t that the worst that could happen to a person!

I believe that traumas do bad things to people, things that close people might not understand.. I been reading a lot of psyche books lately and I wish it didn’t kuz it saddens me and makes me look at everyone, in a whole new way!!!

How could you reverse it!

Is it true that time heals all wounds??

In the Spirit of Valentines :D

First off, happy Valentines to everyone.

This year’s Valentines, I got to wonder, about love and truth, and loyalty.
And from the first things that came to my mind is how people always stereotype the Hollywood couple as a disaster, and never having a happy ending (whatever that is).
But, when some of the most famous people came to my mind, I realized, true love and success stories are there!!

Here is a list of who came to my mind! Please feel free to add ;)

• Will Smith and Jada Pinkett Smith
• Guy Ritchie and Madonna
• Oprah Winfrey and Stedman
• Freddie Prinze Jr. and Sarah Michelle Gellar
• Courteney Cox and hubby David Arquette
• Goldie Hawn and Kurt Russell
• Beyonce Knowles and Jay-Z
• Tim McGraw and Faith Hill
• Gwen Stefani and Gavin Rossdale
• Matthew Broderick and Sarah Jessica Parker
• David Beckham and Victoria
• John Travolta and Kelly Preston
• Susan Sarandon and Tim Robbins

Don’t we just have TOO MUCH cynics in this world!

The Arabian Husband, Can Not be a "Friend".

I’m quoting married women here.

This was kinda depressing to read, I always thought my husband would be my best friend, I mean, we will do lotsa things together, and enjoy them, isn't that friendship, planning our lives together, that's even greater than friendship, and lastly having someone to talk to..

I’d still like to think that we'll be that and more.

So is it true? That "The Arabian Husband, Can Not be a "Friend". And the Arabian Wife is her Husbands Biggest Cynic"? -the second part was my own observation-

I would like to hear some of your points of view?

I Should Stop Going to Weddings!!

Seriously! What's wrong with me!!

Since I been engaged a year ago and every wedding I go to, I cry. After the zafa, when the mom of the bride cries, or if the groom does something cute.

Today at my cousins wedding i couldn't stop the tears!! It was like we were close!! And we were so not!!!!!! I thought in my own wedding will I break down like this?? Better yet, in my friends’ sis wedding next week!! And I realised, then, it's gonna be raining cats and dogs from Fo0f!!

I so hope not!